I’m still frustrated at not getting the type & amount of sex I would like. I haven’t talked to Michelle about this, because she seems to break down, get defensive, etc. when I talk about it. So I just masturbate more frequently and play with my toys…
I have some wild fantasies about having sex with Michelle, others, or mutliple at a time. My favorite one is with Michelle (or some female) in 69 position on top of me, with some male screwing her from behind, so I get to see both of them up close and lick them as desired…
Lots of fantasizing and no action has made me even more frustrated and resigned to my fate. I have wild and crazy ideas about having a threesome with Michelle and someone else. I have a feeling that C is attracted to me but neither of us will do anything about it out of respect for Michelle. My only hope to break the cycle is for Michelle to decide to be more sexually active… I know she sort of wants to, but I don’t think anything important will happen until she gets some counseling and I don’t think that will happen anytime soon.